after get truth dates with mama & baba . so I go out without direction . I turn JB city's surrounding, that i already old not I visit . I feel I like foreigner in own country . too many places which vary . but this I . since I are born in earth surface this . since I so mama child & baba . all I cannot want do as i like if unauthorized mama & baba . emmm . mama & baba serve me like I child - age child 10 years . sometimes sense bored mostvery . I want lively sense like others too . who live without restricted feeling but punctilious graceful as Malay . this the statement today . I still I .